Sorry there about the confusion, maybe it don’t make sense to all of you, but it does to me, then again a lot of what I say you all don’t understand, but I didn’t intentionally mean to ruin friendships or hurt you all and I DO feel sorry But I did it, and I am not going to try and take it back or give a heartfelt apology because it would make me seem even faker then I apparently am and I am not going to pretend that I regret doing it. I did it, its done. I know you probably don’t respect me for that, and that is your choice. I look at all this as a game. It’s a game. It’s a game. Everyone can judge and be bitter, but in the end it’s a game. Now, I know after reading that, the next question.. What about our friendships? We’re they just a part of the game? Nope. Not at all. I will like I have done in many past games keep in contact with a lot of you. I am not as fake as everyone believes, I just played to emotions and what was needed at the time to get me further, and I know you don’t agree with that, and that a lot of other people don’t. But I guess I can just separate real life and friendships from game stuff and others can’t. Because I know that if someone actually wants to be my friend or keep in touch, they won’t let this get in the way.. I fucking suck at expressing myself, but like If I’m playing a card game or something with friends, Im not going to show them my hand just because I love them, and that goes for any game, even survivor. That’s just the way I look at stuff.
No winning isn’t everything. If it was I would be telling you exactly what you want to hear, I do care about our friendship, If I didn’t I wouldn’t even bother talking to you. I am not a horrible person, I do have a heart and I am getting pretty emotional (angry and sad
) over all these jury questions.
Now onto the times I was fake with you.. I have my aim log opened up , I have what saved from June 24th on. So lets see..
- Okay, that was the day of the message you sent out drama.
So, I was obviously being really fake there, because I really thought I was fucked once that happend..
You we’re stressing over a challenge because you thought you we’re going.. The one when you we’re switched over and Alyssa used her pass or something.. I acted like I didnt know what was happening..
I said I would be crushed if you left, but I wasn’t 100% sincere.. I didnt want you to leave right then, but I wanted it to be you over one of my alliance members..
(The time you won the immunity and Alyssa used her TC pass)
I acted like I had no idea Kirin was leaving.. I said I hated the position we we’re in
I acted like I was pissed Alyssa read the PM
Next was when you we’re questioning me about the PM - I was obviously being fake there...
Next was the round we knew we we’re voting out Erik .. The “roast” challenge round. I was being fake talking about the vote and such..
If you want more I will post more, but so help me god, the only time I was fake to you was game related. That is it. When you we’re sick, or sad or pissed or excited or drunk I was actually wanting to know and or help. And that is freaking Real.
Q&A’s:
1. Which jury member was one of the four valedictorians for their class when they graduated High School?
ERIK
2. Which jury member was hosting a game at the same time as they played iSurv1vor?
RB
3. Which player’s job including picking blueberries?
JASON
4. Which player used to live in Athens?
KIRIN
5. What’s the name of the love child of me and Britti?
LORI with one I. (Kidding, no idea!)
6. What’s the name of the book Olyvia had published?
“Shoes are better then Sex”
7. Which jury member hates Asian food?
JEFFREY?
8. Which two jury members had played in an AllStars game together before, more than one time?
9. Which two players were “in a relationship” before the game even started. Notice, this isn’t a real relationship.
ALYSSA AND ZACK
10. Which jury member was fired from their job for not dating the boss’ daughter?
EVAN
11. Which two jury members are currently unemployed?
EVAN & ROB
12. What’s Erik’s middle name?
Hmm Michael
13. Who has a brother with Erik’s middle name? [very similar]
hmm Micheal (hello, they are spelled two different ways hahaha)
14. Which two jury members work as waiters?
BRITTI & RB
15. What’s Britti’s relationship to Corey [the co-host]?
Its her Sister Friend.. I think :/
16. What’s Jeffrey’s girlfriends name?
LISA
17. How many siblings does Kirin have?
0
18. What does Robbie work at?
A housing thing for a College I think.
19. What is Britti’s favourite color?
Ahh a shade of Purple
20. What’s my favourite alcoholic drink?
Vodka & Tequila
21. Name all the things you know about me personally.
You love to dance and do shots.
The only kind of beer you like is cherry beer.
You are an emotional person.
You hate fighting with friends.
You are a genuine person and actually care about everything a person has to say.
You have a crush on my friend Chelsea haha.
You fall asleep at work and your co-workers think you are bitchy and lazy.
STRATEGY, RANKINGS AND COMPARISON TO SURVIVOR PLAYERS
This is just my personal opinion on how I seen you and thought you all played, I’m probably way wrong. If they offend you or are not correct, my bad. . this is just how I truthfully feel.
Erik (2) - Wanted to surround himself with a group of trustworthy, strong people. Have a core alliance within a majority of people on the tribe. He was very much a leader type, and had a lot of people who trusted him enough to do much of what he asked.
He became pretty busy a little bit into the game and started to rely on more on what others had to say to him and the trust that he had built. Also he obviously had to change it up again when Joey and I jumped ship. He tried to keep us all together and build the trust back after this happened.
I am going to say Erik in this game reminds me off Ozzy from FvsF season. Well liked, athletic, powerful, a previous winner, strong. They both we’re pretty sick players, but ended up getting fucked over early merge by a previous ally.
RB (6) - Its seems like he came in as a player that started the game as pretty low-key. He did enough to be considered an active member and survive the first rounds. I believe he then set out to find some people he could completely trust, he did.. And he was safe. Merge came and then he changed his strategy and tried to make a power move. It didn’t work, and he was gone.
Ah Im gonna say RB is like Coby from Palau. He was semi low key, but worth enough to his tribe. He proved his worth in the challenges and found a core group of people he trusted in. Tried to shake things, stir the pot and ended up getting the boot.
B (3) - Britti’s social game aspects, friendships and deadly personality was what I believe to be a big part of her strategy. She just had that aura around her that made her trusting and an awesome person to be around, on a tribe with or in an alliance with. She made a crazy strong alliance, and only had to change it up once the members started being voted out. If this didn’t happen, I can see her being in the finals.
I am going to compare her to Eliza.
She was in with all sides later in this game. She had Me, Joey and Rob on her side, then Alex and Jeff. You talked a lot (Not in that ridic, annoying way) to give you a great social game, you we’re strong, and continued to get stronger as the game went on.
Jeffrey (4) - I think that he started playing as a person who was semi utr, but not enough to be voted out early. He then used his strength in challenges and his personality to further himself and get in with the right people at the right time. He was a pretty unreadable player, which was good and bad. He to was forced to change when he fell out of numbers and couldn’t get back in them.
I compare him to Shii-ann. He is probably gonna punch me in the face, but dude, I think he played like she did in AS. Semi-ish low key, but yet, in a majority of an alliance, then once he became fucked at merge he tried like a son of a bitch to switch it up!
Alex (5) - I believe your alliance was to get a group of friends you could trust, kick ass and go to the end with them if possible. You’re social skills, heart and attitude allowed you to do this. You we’re forced to try and change it when, surprise - like I’ve said repeatedly, the game was switched up and you and your alliance members we’re no longer in control.
Hmm, I think you are like Cirie. You were under estimated a lot in this season, but yet got in with the right people. You played a great social game and in my personal opinion we’re the character people would like a lot..
Rob (1) - Has a total leader vibe, and this being a game that can either hurt you or helped you, I believe his strategy of playing leader totally helped him. The Fan tribe turned out to be pretty lame and they needed some one to rally around, that was him. His strength in challenges, social play and hard-core game play was also a part of his strategy, imo. Off course, he changed it when he mixed it up with Joey and I. He took a step back from the leader roll and became a dedicated alliance member.
I compare Rob to Colby from Australia. Strong in challenges, leadership, close with a lot of people, a gentlemen, had the ability to win, tried to always do the right thing and just one awesome person.
Evan (7) - I believe his strategy was to get in with the right people, in this case it was Rob and RB. This propelled him through the tribe games, and helped him when it came to merge. He said in a group chat his goal was to find a person and allow them to take him as far as they could. If that was indeed his strategy, well played I guess.
I compare Evan to Jenna Lewis in All-stars. Both continued to let the stronger players take the blow and they got so far by aligning with the right people. They also had a bit of a target on there backs, Jenna for her mouth, Evan for his lack of Social play.. But they managed to pull through it by being with people who needed them.
TV EDIT
Kirk ~ The Nobody. He was here and gone in a hot sec, no one would remember him and people would be like who? @ the reunion.
Zack ~ The gamer. The person who loved the game and wanted to be in it soo bad, but fucks up and is kicked out.
Taylor ~ The pretty girl with no game. Self explanatory I think .. Lol
Fiona ~ The older one. Who is slightly crazy and weird. She just kind of crept me out, idk why.. I just had this vibe from her.
Allan ~ A fan favourite who is taken out early by a twist ! Its true! It happened.
Syfiq ~ The enthusiastic fool. No one took him seriously, and ever really gave him a chance.
Jess ~ The Fail. It seemed people thought she was gonna be a good, interesting, hard-core player, but she was a fail.
Robbie ~ The one with the Drama. With his quitting and stuff that happened before the quit, I think its safe to say he had some drama surrounding him.
Caitlin ~ The Alpha Female. She was strong and a threat, that’s why she left early on.
Olyvia ~ The boring one who skates by edit. Everyone pretty much just kept her in the game to use her vote. . . She’d do like one confessional the whole game..
Erik ~ the one with all the answers, who leaves early merge.
RB ~ The edit of the person, who starts trying late on, but to late, and then leaves.
Britti ~ The Social Edit. I can just picture her being the one the camera always comes to talk to for game or a laugh.
Jeffrey ~ The funny guy. He had us all laughing..
Alex ~ The emotional/caring edit. You just wear your heart on your sleeve. Wether you are excited or sad or happy or mad, we know. And you are always trying to help others out.
Rob ~ The powerhouse/leader. He was like in control of the Fan tribe and was a powerful person in this game.
Evan ~ The one who sticks with the stronger alliance..
Joey/I - The friends/ ones who would do whatever.
AWARDS !
Most over-rated : Allan, I believe people had high expectations for him in this game, being a previous winner and all.. Then he left like super early.
Most under-rated: YOU . You my friend are much smarter then you like to portray, You fought hard just like in your original season. I think people under-rated you because of the same reason why I would be considered underrated. Past games, the way we act, our drinking :/ , personalities, emotions, etc
Most under-achieved: Jeffery. He (or, maybe I should say we.) Had some crazy shit to do in this game, he wanted to switch shit up as well and play the game hard like me. Pity I had already had a group to do it with..
Most over-achieved: Evan. I have still yet to see in his game play what he has done to get to F3, besides latching on to the stronger players , sarry!
The Alpha Male Award : ERIK, strong, social, leading and having a group of like comrades surrounding him is Alpha Male worthy in my books.
The Mastermind Award: Joey and Myself. Solely because we happened to be the ones to switch it up , to continue to play the game the hardest, fight the hardest, play people the most and always be two steps , or at least 1, ha, steps ahead.
The Flirt Award: BRITTI, cause she even manages to flirt with the gay guys! Haha
The Pitty Award – EVAN, riding coat Rob’s coat tail and getting the final 4 immunity given to you is not what I would call doing something... its sounds harsh, but I’m being truthful.
The Evil Wizard: Well, seeing as how I was fake, fucked over real friends, and did whatever to get here, Ill say it was me. I ruined a lot of peoples games an
d hurt people to further myself, I don’t know what you guys call a Villain, but this sounds accurate enough for me. Runner up; JOEY , well he was my wing man, I just hurt people more then he did, enough said.
The Knight in Shining Armor: JOEY, when he jumped over first, he saved the Fans from extinction.
The Damsel in Distress – OLYVIA , because she skated through a hell of a lot more rounds then anyone expected, always being saved for later.
Finally, give me your ideal boot list of how the game would have went down had you had your way every single round. If you can explain each boot, that would be amazing.
Okay, My honest to god bootlist;
22.ZACK
21.ALYSSA
*then all the stupid ones
*
20.Fiona
19.Taylor
18.Syfiq
17.Jason
16.Kirk
*all of those people past, could have been voted out in any order. . I personally think they would have been useless no matter what happend.
15.Jess (I think if given the chance I could have used her a lot more, and made her better REP DA NEWF)
14. Caitlin
13. Olyvia
12.RB
11. Evan
10.Robbie
9. Kirin
8.Allan
7. Jeff
6. Joey
5. Alex
4. Bee
3. Erik
2. Rob
1 . Newf , obvs.
I think I did this a little different. I went from in the beginning. Because, I mean as the game became different, opinions changed. But at the first of the game (when the cast was revealed) this is exactly what I would have liked to see happen...
Like I said earlier , these are just all my own truthful opinions. The end! Thank god! It took me forevs.
(IF I MISSED ANYTHING LET ME KNOW, IM RETARDED)