Episode 13- Confessionals

[Joey]

Well it is Final Six...I'm still here!!

I don't know how I have done it. I guess I have just played my cards right round after round and here I am. I don't think I am sitting pretty, but I'm still in the game so whatever I'll take it.

Britti was voted out. I feel horrible about it. I feel better knowing that at least she was SCHEMING so our thoughts about her being a major player were spot on. I knew if Britti made it far she would be the frontrunner to win, so for that reason alone I am glad she is gone, but I felt no joy about voting her out.

After tribal council Jeffrey called me out. He called everyone out, but I think he payed special notice to me. He called me a pussy and said I play victim all the time because I say I am not safe at tribal council.

The truth of the matter is I never feel safe. That isnt an insult to the trust of my alliance members, but I just dont feel safe unless I am immune. It is fucking survivor, I'd be stupid to feel safe and cocky, especially when I am up for the vote at fucking tribal council. Plus who wants a cocky fucker in the game. I'm not going to pull an Ozzy and let you blindside me. I am going to be prepared if I am going to get backstabbed.

I'm not a sheep. And I said I wasn't close to people as part of my strategy. Clearly the alliance of us four is obvious now so I am not going to hide it anymore.

I think it is said Jeffrey had to low blow me to get his point across. I'd like to believe I wouldn't do the same to him. I mean just last confessional I was talking about how happy I was for him. If that is the way he wants to play be my guest, but he won't get my vote if he makes the final two.

[Joey]

Well immunity is over. Lorii won!

I am so excited that Lorii won. If it couldn't be me there is no one else that I'd want to win immunity. I don't really think I am in any major danger at this point, but we all know I like to worry as a just in case, and keep myself on my toes.

After immunity Jeffrey started spewing his mouth off. I was honestly glad he did. I think it solidified our final four alliance. I know that I can trust Lorii, Evan, and Tucker, and I'm pretty sure they know they can trust me as well.

Jeffrey is obviously the target. He swears he is not going home because he is going to get Alex to quit for him. I think that is a bunch of bullshit on both their parts.

For one, I cannot believe that Alex would even consider quitting after getting this far. I would quit for no one, and the fact that he even consiered it is pathetic. There were so many faves who wanted to be here, and just for him to simply say, whatever I'll leave so Jeffrey can say is pretty sad. I don't know what power men have over him, but he's put both Erik and Jeffrey before himself in this game now. I'd be really disappointed if Alex did quit.

That brings me to Jeffrey. First of all who threatens/asks/convinces someone they consider a "friend" to quit so they can continue in the game. I understand caring about the game but that is just a shitty thing to do. Not only that but it completely shreds the integrity and sole purpose of the game.

If Alex wants to quit he can be my guest, but I in no way support cancelling Tribal Council for a fucking QUITTER. I think it is a pathetic attempt to stir trouble, and it completely ruins what the game is all about. If Jeffrey won immunity that is one thing. But for someone to quit simply to let someone get further in the game is fucking stupid, and it pisses me off to no end.

I cannot believe Alex cares that little about the game, and I cannot believe either of them think they can get away with bullshit like this. It's a slap in teh face to the people who remain, the hosts, and the game itself.