Post by Joey on Jul 12, 2009 16:57:29 GMT -5
Well Kirin and Caitlin were eliminated last tribal council(s). I betrayed the "faves" and voted Kirin out with the fans.
My main motivation behind that was the fact that I felt like the 8th wheel in a 7 wheel alliance. I knew my number would be cut short quickly once it came down to the fans and I felt like I had to make a move and take my own life into my hands.
Afterwards the mood was a lot less tense than I thought it would be. The only real heat I got was from Erik, which doesn't surprise me since Kirin was one of the many who were feeding from his tit throughout the game. He gave me all this bullshit about how he was just here to have fun and whatnot and I was like, give me a break you've won before.
I tried to make him feel like I regretted it and it was a dumb mistake, but I don't regret it. I absolutely needed to make a move and do something, I was not going to be led by the slaughter and do nothing about it.
I do feel bad that Kirin was the victim, because she is a sweet girl but frankly, it had to be someone, and it wasn't me. Alex sent out this email to all the faves except for Alyssa and I, and basically told them I was not to be trusted. I gave Alex NO reason not to trust me. His reasoning was I seemed distant that morning when we had spoken. Um hellooooo, maybe I was busy doing something? It was so retarded. The thought of turning on the faves crossed my mind, and I probably would have done it regardless of the letter, but that just confirmed it for me. However, I'm letting everyone believe it was the letter itself that drove me to jump ship.
I trust no one in this game, but if I had to pick my rock it would be Lorii. I'm sure she isnt 100% honest with me, but I could bet its fairly close.
Immunity is tonight. I have a feeling its a merge, but I hope not. I feel like I'd be better off if we stuck to tribe for now. I guess we'll see what happens. I just want to win immunity. I have a plan in case we win and lose but we'll have to see how it all works out before I effectively put it to work.
If it is my time to go, then fingers crossed its a merge time and the final 12 make jury. Haha.
My main motivation behind that was the fact that I felt like the 8th wheel in a 7 wheel alliance. I knew my number would be cut short quickly once it came down to the fans and I felt like I had to make a move and take my own life into my hands.
Afterwards the mood was a lot less tense than I thought it would be. The only real heat I got was from Erik, which doesn't surprise me since Kirin was one of the many who were feeding from his tit throughout the game. He gave me all this bullshit about how he was just here to have fun and whatnot and I was like, give me a break you've won before.
I tried to make him feel like I regretted it and it was a dumb mistake, but I don't regret it. I absolutely needed to make a move and do something, I was not going to be led by the slaughter and do nothing about it.
I do feel bad that Kirin was the victim, because she is a sweet girl but frankly, it had to be someone, and it wasn't me. Alex sent out this email to all the faves except for Alyssa and I, and basically told them I was not to be trusted. I gave Alex NO reason not to trust me. His reasoning was I seemed distant that morning when we had spoken. Um hellooooo, maybe I was busy doing something? It was so retarded. The thought of turning on the faves crossed my mind, and I probably would have done it regardless of the letter, but that just confirmed it for me. However, I'm letting everyone believe it was the letter itself that drove me to jump ship.
I trust no one in this game, but if I had to pick my rock it would be Lorii. I'm sure she isnt 100% honest with me, but I could bet its fairly close.
Immunity is tonight. I have a feeling its a merge, but I hope not. I feel like I'd be better off if we stuck to tribe for now. I guess we'll see what happens. I just want to win immunity. I have a plan in case we win and lose but we'll have to see how it all works out before I effectively put it to work.
If it is my time to go, then fingers crossed its a merge time and the final 12 make jury. Haha.