Post by kirin on Jul 11, 2009 0:24:22 GMT -5
Well, I can't say I'm all that shocked. I'm not even that hurt, TBH. I'm just dissapointed. Because I'm going out so freaking early, after doing nothing. Like not nothing but I didn't pull off a huge move, a big blindside, a big survival, etc. I kinda was voted out because there were no more options left. I would have rather been a big target and got voted out for a reason. But instead I'm just kinda voted out because, there was no one left. Literally.
Obviously it was Joey who flipped. And it was all because of a fucking letter.
Alex sent this letter out to us last challenge (or the challenge before? whatever) and Joey found out. He thought that he was on the outside of the favs group, and felt mistrusted. So he lost trust in us. So someone who was sent this letter (Me, Alex, Erik, Jeffrey, Britti, Lorii) told him about it. Here is the letter:
[Hey guys [this is going to Britti, Lorii, Kirin, Jeffrey, Erik] I'm not sending this to Alyssa and Joey for a reason, I'll explain in a sec.
Okay, so hey guys as we all saw Zeta won the challenge and bla bla, theres another challenge tonight, me and Kirin were talking and we think there's a chance that instead of casting two votes it could be the two people with the most votes at tribal goes home. which might make it a better idea for us [zeta] to throw the challnge, vote out caitlin and the other tribe would vote out someone else, however I have a little thing with Joey, sorry to bring it up but today when we were tlaking in the morning he was way shady, I asked him about the vote and I was talking about how if we stuck together we would be F8 and bla bla bla and he was trying to avoid the subject as if he didn't want to tell me who he was going to vote for. I'm not saying he is a betrayer or some shit but IDK something send red flags flying up.
Then, the exchange, I want to swap Erik to Zeta, the reason is quite simple, being a past winner he has the biggest target on his back and he would def not be safe if Joey decides to turn around. The next bigger target I feel would be Alyssa which is why she is being ommited of the PM, because I'm pretty much throwing her under the bus with this plan. I know no one wants to risk it to go over to a tribe where Joey might be up to something, maybe it's just paranoia. BUT I'm willing to swap with Erik, me and Joey get along and I might be able to try and make him stay with us, then again the whole shit with Alyssa being a princess and a spoiled brat could implode but idk, I just want to keep all of us safe until the merge.
I genuinly like all of you [Jason, Alyssa, Lyv and Joey too, but they aren't like the people I care of the opinions of] so I wanna know what you guys think. IDK if I'll make it to the challenge but I'm letting all of you know where exactly I stand with this.
When replying to the PM send it to everyone, here are the usernames:
downycanadian, loriiann, kirin, jeffrey, erik, alexander <--- not alex, thats another guy.
Hope that made sense, I'm rambling haha.
Love ya all,
Alex <3
It's still being figured out who was the person who tell, but right now, we're pretty sure it's Lorii. But I guess ultimitaly it's Joey himself. I understand completly why he did it, I mean I wish he didn't, but there's nothing I can do now.
Other final thought...
Erik <33333333333333 I honestly don't know what I would have done without him in this game. He was the only one I 100% trusted from start to finish. Whenever I was nervous or didn't know what to do, he always just made everything better. I love him sooo much and I hope he wins the game and bring it home for Peru. He's still the smartest and hottest guy to ever play iSurv1vor, and I am so honored I got to align with him =]
Jason <333333 I know he didn't trust me as much after I voted him out in BB Prime but he still helped me out SO much here. I hope he makes it far.
Alyssa and Britti <33333 Hope they keep representing Peru.
Alex <33333333333333 I'm sooooooooo glad he stuck with me on this vote, and I hope he makes it far.
Jeffrey, winner?? He's still the biggest threat in the game, IMO. I can def see him making the very end, and he would deserve it so much.
Lorii =/ dunno what to think at this point. If it was true she told Joey about the letter, she I guess got me out in the big picture, but I don't think it was intentional.
Olyvia, Evan, RB, Tucker, I hope they all are voted out soon.
Joey, I was a little hurt, but I totally still love him completly, we've been talking for a while and I really do think it was hard for him to vote me out. I hope I still talk to him all the time on a personal level, because he's great, and I can't wait for him to sing for me on my bday. But I can't wait for Erik to get him out of the game for me. <3
Well, fun game! I wish I could have done more, but lets face it, my experience here would have never beat Peru anyways. Never ever. Thank you Sandy and Corey for the game, and I'll be watching!!!! ERIK FTW <3
Obviously it was Joey who flipped. And it was all because of a fucking letter.
Alex sent this letter out to us last challenge (or the challenge before? whatever) and Joey found out. He thought that he was on the outside of the favs group, and felt mistrusted. So he lost trust in us. So someone who was sent this letter (Me, Alex, Erik, Jeffrey, Britti, Lorii) told him about it. Here is the letter:
[Hey guys [this is going to Britti, Lorii, Kirin, Jeffrey, Erik] I'm not sending this to Alyssa and Joey for a reason, I'll explain in a sec.
Okay, so hey guys as we all saw Zeta won the challenge and bla bla, theres another challenge tonight, me and Kirin were talking and we think there's a chance that instead of casting two votes it could be the two people with the most votes at tribal goes home. which might make it a better idea for us [zeta] to throw the challnge, vote out caitlin and the other tribe would vote out someone else, however I have a little thing with Joey, sorry to bring it up but today when we were tlaking in the morning he was way shady, I asked him about the vote and I was talking about how if we stuck together we would be F8 and bla bla bla and he was trying to avoid the subject as if he didn't want to tell me who he was going to vote for. I'm not saying he is a betrayer or some shit but IDK something send red flags flying up.
Then, the exchange, I want to swap Erik to Zeta, the reason is quite simple, being a past winner he has the biggest target on his back and he would def not be safe if Joey decides to turn around. The next bigger target I feel would be Alyssa which is why she is being ommited of the PM, because I'm pretty much throwing her under the bus with this plan. I know no one wants to risk it to go over to a tribe where Joey might be up to something, maybe it's just paranoia. BUT I'm willing to swap with Erik, me and Joey get along and I might be able to try and make him stay with us, then again the whole shit with Alyssa being a princess and a spoiled brat could implode but idk, I just want to keep all of us safe until the merge.
I genuinly like all of you [Jason, Alyssa, Lyv and Joey too, but they aren't like the people I care of the opinions of] so I wanna know what you guys think. IDK if I'll make it to the challenge but I'm letting all of you know where exactly I stand with this.
When replying to the PM send it to everyone, here are the usernames:
downycanadian, loriiann, kirin, jeffrey, erik, alexander <--- not alex, thats another guy.
Hope that made sense, I'm rambling haha.
Love ya all,
Alex <3
It's still being figured out who was the person who tell, but right now, we're pretty sure it's Lorii. But I guess ultimitaly it's Joey himself. I understand completly why he did it, I mean I wish he didn't, but there's nothing I can do now.
Other final thought...
Erik <33333333333333 I honestly don't know what I would have done without him in this game. He was the only one I 100% trusted from start to finish. Whenever I was nervous or didn't know what to do, he always just made everything better. I love him sooo much and I hope he wins the game and bring it home for Peru. He's still the smartest and hottest guy to ever play iSurv1vor, and I am so honored I got to align with him =]
Jason <333333 I know he didn't trust me as much after I voted him out in BB Prime but he still helped me out SO much here. I hope he makes it far.
Alyssa and Britti <33333 Hope they keep representing Peru.
Alex <33333333333333 I'm sooooooooo glad he stuck with me on this vote, and I hope he makes it far.
Jeffrey, winner?? He's still the biggest threat in the game, IMO. I can def see him making the very end, and he would deserve it so much.
Lorii =/ dunno what to think at this point. If it was true she told Joey about the letter, she I guess got me out in the big picture, but I don't think it was intentional.
Olyvia, Evan, RB, Tucker, I hope they all are voted out soon.
Joey, I was a little hurt, but I totally still love him completly, we've been talking for a while and I really do think it was hard for him to vote me out. I hope I still talk to him all the time on a personal level, because he's great, and I can't wait for him to sing for me on my bday. But I can't wait for Erik to get him out of the game for me. <3
Well, fun game! I wish I could have done more, but lets face it, my experience here would have never beat Peru anyways. Never ever. Thank you Sandy and Corey for the game, and I'll be watching!!!! ERIK FTW <3