Episode 7 journal entries

[Evan]

Obviously, the greatest 3 things that could possibly happen for me in this game just happened tonight:

1. My tribe won immunity and I cannot be voted out this round

2. Kirin and Erik agreed to bring Joey over here like I wanted instead of Alex or Jeffrey like Alyssa wanted.

3. Joey chose Jason to get the fuck out of our tribe and he is no longer my headache!

That could be the trifecta that I needed to hit in order to give myself a shot of sticking around long enough to make it to the merge and hopefully to continue on to win the game. As soon as Kirin voted to bring Joey over I let him know immediately that I was voting for him to join our tribe too. Then a few minutes later, Erik finally voted for him. I was sure to make it clear to Joey that Alyssa was so upset that she didnt even bother to vote at all and now he is pissed at her and wants her gone almost as much as I do ;D


I dedicate this song to Jason:


Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Verse 2)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,
I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,
Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,
But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,
But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,
But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,
I'm still gon' be here.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Bridge)
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

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After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what)(Don't stop me now)
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

[Evan]

Well this has just been a crazy night. First I kicked ass on Part 2 of the challenge to prevent our tribe from having to vote out a second member. Then I found both hidden immunity idols but I didnt post either one properly so Tucker snagged it from me and traded idols with Lorii so they are both immune this round.

Right after Tucker had won his individual immunity, he immediately became super shady and told me he had a plan but he would only tell me his plan if I went on Skype because he didnt wanna leave a paper trail and risk anyone else finding out. So I signed onto Skype, where he told me his plan is to blindside my boy RB. I know if RB leaves I am next to go so I did everything I could to defend RB to Tucker by telling Tucker I know RB has been in a bad mood lately but I really think RB you Caitlin and I should all stick together because weve been together since day one and its better for us long term if we all stick around. He told me that it would raise my profile because everyone thinks RB and I are superclose but I dont care about that Im not gonna sellout a loyal ally just to hope that it makes me look better to a bunch of people who dont like me anyway. He also told me he was worried about RB getting too close to Kirin so I as able to get him off RB's back by convincing him RB would be willing to blindside Kirin if he really wants to blindside someone so badly this round. So we agreed we would talk to RB and Joey and try to blindside Kirin instead.

Then Joey comes into a chatroom with us and says I just want you guys to know that I am 100% switching over to your side and I wanna vote with you guys until the end. But Tucker foolishly showed Joey a PM Lori had sent him forwarding another PM from Alex where Alex really bashes Joey and says hes basically coming over here to try to save Erik and trick Joey into voting with him. So after Joey read the PM he changed his mind from voting Alyssa or Kirin to wanting Alex out really badly which is fine with me cuz Alex hates me and has been targetting me since day 1 of this game from what Robbie and Joey have told me. But Tucker really wanted Kirin out so Im confused why he showed that PM to Joey cuz all it did was make him hellbent on getting rid of Alex. So now the plan is for Joey, Tucker, RB and I to stick together until the end and hopefully Caitlin and Lori can join us so we will have at least half of the votes once we make the merge

[Evan]

I just heard from Caitlin and she told me she thinks she's safe this round! I will be so happy if Caitlin and Lorii survive this vote for the other tribe cuz we need them in order to gain majority once we hit the merge.

[kirin]

lmao you singing survivor to jason

[M@TTHEW]

SO RANDOM LOL I LOVE IT!