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Post by RB on Jul 2, 2009 23:26:39 GMT -5
OMG I am gonna kill Robbie. If I were an unfair host I'd kick the fucker out of my game right now and just attack him non-stop online but 1) I'm a fair host and 2) I'm not gonna attack Robbie non-stop online. This just sucks big time.
Now I've gotta hope that either I'm safe if my tribe loses immunity either by getting stolen in the exchange or that they'd vote like Evan or someone else off if I could convince others to vote some other way OR I gotta hope that my tribe wins immunity.
I'm not gonna bank on winning immunity so I'm hoping that I get stolen lol.
Whatever happens though I am not gonna worry about it until the results of the challenge are up. I can't go thinking one thing and then be totally disappointed when it doesn't happen. Gotta take it day by day now that I'm in the minority. omg as I was writing this Evan told me they wanna vote me off. UGH.
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Post by RB on Jul 6, 2009 9:28:10 GMT -5
Okay so a lot happened since the last confessional. Basically Erik ensured me I was going to be fine. I dunno if I could believe that but it is always nice to have that reassurance. In the end, it didn't matter because we won the immunity challenge. I came home and found out that we have Joey on our tribe and that he sent Jason away. This is beyond good news.
I'm going into the F14! Like really? I never thought I would make it this far. The cast has been extremely tough to compete with. I just hope I am good enough to at least make the jury. But at this point all the boots are going to be extremely tough. Everyone is so active. But we'll get into all that more next round.
Right now I'm celebrating the fact that my tribe won immunity and Joey is here. I talked to Joey a bunch last night, not really anything game related but just letting him know I was happy he was here and happy he sent Jason away. He said Alyssa was mad at him for doing that lol.
Um talked to Tucker today. And he gave me the story that Alyssa/Jason were lying and taking advantage of the fact that he was away and couldn't defend himself. I dunno what to believe right now. I know I'm not getting the whole truth from him on anything. I'm getting worried but for now I will accept his story even though I can see him probably raving and celebrating in his confessional that he fed me some story and I bought it hookline and sinker.
Where to go from here in the game? Clearly I have no clue because I don't know where anyone stands anymore. So I'm thinking I can only take this one day at a time, one round at a time and hope for the best each and every time. Push for people I want to go but I've realized I cannot strongarm the votes. I don't want to just to be told what to do either though. If I don't agree with something then I might try and pull something off but I do want to make at least the jury and I think staying neutral and giving my thoughts here and there, expressing dislike of a select few will help me out and could get some of those people voted off. I gotta stand out a little bit but not enough that people would want to vote me off for being controlling or a threat or an abrasive personality.
The fact that I was willing to turn on Evan in my last confessional post I guess says a lot about how much I want to stay in the game but looking back on it I wish I wasn't so willing to throw allies away like that. Luckily, he doesn't know that and we're fine. He keeps going on about how he felt so bad he ruined the game for me and yada yada. Now that things are back to looking possibly fine and in our favour all is forgiven lol. Glad he pushed for Joey when others were pushing for Alex or Jeffrey to join us. I'd have died if Jeffrey came over here. UGH.
Anyways
/end confessional. **copies so as not to lose when hitting post reply**
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