Episode 5: Meet Me in Montauk

[erik]

Wow, is it round 5 already?? Crazy. We've already lost 6 people and tensions are getting VERY high. The cannon fodder is dwindling and more and more we have a pretty crazy group of people left. The faves are just a mess because I think everyone really does like each other a lot minus Alyssa and Robbie's hatred for each other. Other than that though, I mean, it's hard to play the game when you like so many people! Even the people I'm not aligned with like well....Jeffrey, and that's about it, I really like and don't WANT to vote out. But alas, there are a ton of people I have to go through. That ain't gonna be easy. Put that together with RB, Jason, and Olyvia who I have connections to on the fans side, and the hardest part of this game is going to be actually having to vote everyone out, not getting to the end. Ugh! It frustrates me. I'd rather play a game where everyone hated me cause at least then I wouldn't have to feel bad.

Owell. The love fest will surely cause for some CRAAAAZY ass drama once all these "friends" start having to vote each other out. But who do you trust? Who do you vote? Who is your BEST friend. Everyone is asking themselves this because everyone loves everyone and it is a disgusting web of love that makes this for one confusing ass game. Just by alliances alone, I have to go after fairly soon, but I like Jeffrey! Unfortunately, so does everyone else, and he's my biggest threat . Idk...like I always say, I can decide it when the time comes. For now there are still people below Jeffrey in how much I am friends with them and I will go after those people individually first. That means you Jess Wickens, Evan, and.....Tucker. If I had my way, these three would be the next 3 to go, but that would be really sucky for the fans lol.


Anyway, this round is a huge TRIBE SWITCH!!! And a crazy auction challenge. I wasn't here for the beginning, but if I was, I probably would not have just bid on one item. First of all, there are no guarantees that you would win that item. And second of all, well, I think setting yourself up on a tribe is way more important than any of these one-time-use items are. The mystery items could be like, a naked picture of Sandy or one of Ginny's used tampons or something, and while those are both tempting I would rather ensure myself safety in the next couple of rounds and possibly a jury ticket. Unfortunately, I am friends with WAYYYY too many people and have way too many alliances that setting everyone up on one tribe wasn't gonna work. There would always be people I didn't wanna screw over left behind. PLUS I wanted to be safe on both tribes in case I got switched. So I wanted to split allies between both tribes.

Robbie HATES Alyssa still and wants her and Jason to be broken up ASAP, but I still feel relatively safe with Alyssa and Jason. In actuality, I should probably put Alyssa and Robbie on one tribe together and without me so that they can have an epic battle and one can finish the other and I don't ever have to choose a side and vote my friends out myself. HOWEVER, I LOVE the drama between Robbie and Alyssa and I definitely want that enferno to keep burning . I am close with both Robbie and Alyssa and I am not the type of player to just vote out a friend because it's convenient. I vote out whoever I effing *WANT* to vote out, and I have no problem working to make that happen. With any luck, I can keep the most amount of people I care about in the game for as long as possible, although eventually that forces me to screw a lot of people over. Owell. I'm hoping it doesn't go so smoothly. While I'm not gonna like push for it, let's just say I wont be THAT upset if some faves get screwed with this tribe switch. It will make things much easier for me .

Anywho, as for this challenge, just like in Challenge 1, I have taken the "Sit Back, Observe, and THEN Act" approach. Watch what everyone else does, gather information, and make an informed decision. I am trying to end up on Tribe 1 with Alex and Britt my two closes allies and then as many of Kirin, Alyssa, Jason, and Olyvia as I can to ensure my safety. I heard early on that the Fans went for Tribe number 2, so I expect to see RB, Tucker, Cait, Evan, Jess, etc bidding over there. I then got the Faves that weren't my group to join Tribe 2 as well and bid a lot on it, ensuring their spots over there and also ensuring that I would end up on Tribe 1 regardless of how much I bid. Now, my money is free to bid on some items....and I think I might as well do that! I don't want these surprises going to anyone else, and while they are all probably bid on, I think I am definitely going to try and see if I can get IMMUNITY, Mystery Prize 1, or the Revenge Prize. I got nothing to lose right? And any of these could be deadly in the hands of someone else. My secret weapon is the bidding of cents method that Brittany opened my eyes too. I am hoping if people already bid on the items they only bid in dollars >=). I am going to talk to Alex and maybe Kirin to get them to bid on items as well! I think we are safe to do it so might as well take advantage.

[erik]

For my own records, I know that Britt bid on Prize 7, Alyssa bid on Prize 5, Jason bid on Prize 4, and RB bid on Prize 4 but claims he beat Jason. Joey, Jeffrey, Robbie, and Lorii supposedly bid their points on getting on Tribe 2 together. Kirin and Olyvia bid them all on tribe 1. That Leaves myself and Alex open along with....Jess, Tucker, Caitlin, and Evan. Is it possible all the fans worked together and each took a prize? Perhaps. But if they did not, there are definitely prizes to be won. There are 4 Prizes I can go after and 3 other people besides myself I might try to convince to do that (Alex, Olyvia, Kirin). I may possibly do just that or try and get them all for myself. Who knows.


Erik's tribe predictions:

Tribe 1: Kirin/Olyvia/Alex/Britt/Erik/Jason/Alyssa/JESS?

Tribe 2: Robbie/Joey/Jeffrey/Lorii/RB/Tucker/Caitlin/Evan

Tribe two is gonna be verrrrry interesting.

[erik]

I also had my first lengthy discussion with RB. We are old friends and allies but we have like never spoken in this game. I have approached him a few times but he seemed cold. I thought I'd try again and he was very suspicious and unwelcoming at first. He accused me of being a spy or a patsy for someone else trying to gain information from him (because I wanted to know what Prize he bid on, literally, so I could avoid it). Eventually, though, I broke his ass down and we had a good conversation. It's still weird to have Matt in this game with all these favorites, but he seems down and who knows maybe there will be some huge backstabbing and we can actually go pretty far together. While I will definitely be watching out for him like I have been, my hands are kinda tied by some of these other alliances I'm in, so I'm not sure how much I can actually do. We'll see.

[erik]

I feel like these confessionals would have been a lot more fun and dramaful if I made them earlier in the heat of the action, but I was too busy dealing with it . I'm already feeling bad about the way this round is going but *sigh*...it's really too late to do anything. Anyway...let's break it down.

I wake up this morning and as soon as I sign on, Sandy is posting results. OMG! I won my prize, yay. It's a stupid mutiny thing, boo. It coulda definitely saved my ass though if I ended up with a shitty prize, so really it was pretty good! Just not that useful to me right now. Alex won immunity. YAY. I figured our tribe would be safe since I THOUGHT I had it all set up to have Alex on my tribe. But then, of course, Sandy has a craaaazy twist where the tribes are basically randomized. I honestly thought something like this might happen because Sandy was very vague in his explanation of the tribes we were bidding on, like he was leaving it open for a twist. Crafty, Sandy.

Anywho, all is said and done, and I end up on a tribe with 4 fans and 4 faves. It's Me, Robbie, Kirin, Alyssa, Jason, RB, Tucker, or Evan. I have my NewPeru alliance with Kirin/Alyssa/Jason, I have a Robbie/Kirin/Erik alliance basically because we're the faves on this tribe that aren't Alyssa since robbie hates Alyssa, and then I have my personal alliance sorta thing with RB, who I don't think would vote me. Instinctively, I want to vote out Evan or Tucker and I wouldn't really vote out the others because they were friends.

Immediately, Alyssa and Jason start pressuring myself and Kirin to vote Robbie out, but Kirin and I don't wanna do that because we like Robbie and have been working quite closely with him. They make all their arguments, but Kirin and I keep fighting, saying we want EVAN to leave instead. We talk to Evan, RB, different people, go on Skype, and eventually they kinda fold. Alyssa is fine voting out Evan. Jason was just starting to be okay with it (he really really didn't want to). I promised them Robbie would go next but I knew we'd be able to sneak Robbie away to the other tribe or something.

THEN.....the trouble starts. Robbie comes online, and I'm like oh good finally, we can talk to him and get him in on our plan. Kirin and I start talking and Robbie just like....FLIPS OUT AGAIN! It was like back a few rounds ago when he wanted to steal Evan, he was just being extremely selfish and only thinking of himself. I think the convo will speak for itself:


Soccerguy5887: heyyyy
Yoshirocks1820: hey
Yoshirocks1820: Okay so
Yoshirocks1820: Jason wants you out
Soccerguy5887: tucker hates alyssa
Soccerguy5887: and RB wants them broken up
Yoshirocks1820: Alyssa was originally with Jason but Evan lied to her or something
Yoshirocks1820: and she wants Evan out
Yoshirocks1820: I personally woould want Evan out
Yoshirocks1820: Mayyyybe Jason
Soccerguy5887: evan wants alyssa and jason split up
Yoshirocks1820: so all the fans want them split up?
Soccerguy5887: jason and alyssa think they are in charge of this game
Yoshirocks1820: Tucker and Alyssa are supposed to be friends
Soccerguy5887: so were tucker and allan
Yoshirocks1820: Tucker is a player
Yoshirocks1820: he'd lie to anyone
Yoshirocks1820: including alyssa
Yoshirocks1820: and including you
Yoshirocks1820: FYI
Yoshirocks1820: he's smart.
Soccerguy5887: hes also coniving
Soccerguy5887: and i dont trust him
Soccerguy5887: but at this point
Soccerguy5887: if jason is throwing the gauntlet down
Soccerguy5887: he has an extra vote
bbtarsurvivor13: if tucker is so smart, could we vote for him?
Soccerguy5887: voting him out NOW is going to get rid of not only that, but splitting him and alyssa up
Soccerguy5887: erik i know jason and alyssa are your friends
Yoshirocks1820: bbtarsurvivor13: Esoshnick (7:36:08 PM): did u still wanna vote Erik?bbtarsurvivor13: Esoshnick (7:37:10 PM): I just hope I stick around so we can vote him next time
Yoshirocks1820: Evan wants me OUT
Soccerguy5887: but they're coming after your OTHER friends with a driving force
Yoshirocks1820: so?
Yoshirocks1820: you're coming after them too
Yoshirocks1820: doesn't mean I want you out
Soccerguy5887: because i have no other choice
Yoshirocks1820: That ain't how I play
Soccerguy5887: and im not just your friend im your ally
Soccerguy5887: im kirins ally
Yoshirocks1820: I don't vote out people that wouldn't vote me out
bbtarsurvivor13: robbie though, if evan goes, we have complete control of this tribe. we can do whatever we wan
Yoshirocks1820: And Evan, Tucker, and RB would all vote me out
Yoshirocks1820: Maybe Jason too idk
Soccerguy5887: so basically uour going to throw away your vote
Yoshirocks1820: but considering he's alyssa's friend
Soccerguy5887: if evan goes, how the hell will we have control?
bbtarsurvivor13: robbie why is evan telling me he wants to vote for erik?
Yoshirocks1820: yeah please tell me that?
Soccerguy5887: because hes scared
Yoshirocks1820: of what?
Soccerguy5887: YOU
Soccerguy5887: he isnt going to vote you out
Soccerguy5887: he isnt stupid
Yoshirocks1820: Does he want Alyssa out
Soccerguy5887: yes
Yoshirocks1820: or does he want Jason out
Soccerguy5887: or jason
Yoshirocks1820: or does he want ME
Yoshirocks1820: why is he saying me then
bbtarsurvivor13: if evan goes, jason and alyssa will trust us, and the 3 of us can go with them or with RB and tucker
Soccerguy5887: ll get him to say it then
Soccerguy5887: no
Soccerguy5887: kirin
Soccerguy5887: i dont trust them
Soccerguy5887: at all
Soccerguy5887: especially if theyre coming for me
bbtarsurvivor13: just jason
bbtarsurvivor13: alyssa isnt anymore
bbtarsurvivor13: but yeah, they did target you at one point
bbtarsurvivor13: idk
Soccerguy5887: im not going to sit here and let two people control my fate
Soccerguy5887: when we can EASILY turn around
Soccerguy5887: and take one of them out
Yoshirocks1820: you are prolly gonna get stolen next time
Yoshirocks1820: leaving Kirin and I with a bunch of fans
Yoshirocks1820: and no way out
Soccerguy5887: not if we play our cards right
Yoshirocks1820: one of which has a vote block
Yoshirocks1820: I am a winner
Soccerguy5887: so you'd rather just have me go now?
bbtarsurvivor13: NO
Yoshirocks1820: huh?
Soccerguy5887: jason will turn the vote around
bbtarsurvivor13: we want evan out!
Yoshirocks1820: I said I wanna vote for EVAN
Soccerguy5887: evan is a vote to keep me here
Soccerguy5887: why in gods name would i want him out
bbtarsurvivor13: robbie neither erik or me wants you out at all, you can ask alyssa and jason
Yoshirocks1820: Well alyssa and jason are votes to keep me here
bbtarsurvivor13: we fuoght for you in the chat earlier
Soccerguy5887: alyssa and jason
Soccerguy5887: are the villians
Soccerguy5887: you dont comprehend that
Soccerguy5887: theyre the ones thinking theyre calling the shots
bbtarsurvivor13: guys, how about we just vote like tucker out?
Soccerguy5887: and the minute you vote with them
bbtarsurvivor13: that way we all have our votes to stay
Soccerguy5887: si teh minute they get their way
Yoshirocks1820: I would vote Tucker out if we could
Soccerguy5887: its NOT going to work
Soccerguy5887: its going to be me or jason
bbtarsurvivor13: what about RB?
Yoshirocks1820: Robbie alyssa and jason don't control me
bbtarsurvivor13: jason hates RB
Yoshirocks1820: and they aren't pure evil
Yoshirocks1820: lol
Soccerguy5887: youre basically the only person
Soccerguy5887: who thinks that
Soccerguy5887: and it worries everyone how close you are with them
Yoshirocks1820: I don't quite care what other people think
Yoshirocks1820: I know where my loyalties lay
Soccerguy5887: and how much ytour protecting these two people that everyone else wants gone
Yoshirocks1820: You aren't going to scare me into anything robbie
Soccerguy5887: you really dont seem to care about me in tis game erik
Yoshirocks1820: It's always about you isn't it robbie?
Yoshirocks1820: everyone is just supposed to do exactly what is best for you
Soccerguy5887: it sure the fuck is when my name is on the god damn line
Yoshirocks1820: I play for me and the people I am personally close to
Yoshirocks1820: that's just how I play
Soccerguy5887: so were not personally close?
Yoshirocks1820: and the fact that I stood up for you so fucking much today when alyssa and jason were coming after you seems to speak nothing
Yoshirocks1820: um, of course we are
Yoshirocks1820: that's why I'm voting EVAN
Soccerguy5887: voting EVAN
Soccerguy5887: does NOTHING
Soccerguy5887: for ME
Yoshirocks1820: It's not ABOUT YOU
Soccerguy5887: and its not going to guarantee
Soccerguy5887: him leaving
Yoshirocks1820: you are so selfish
Yoshirocks1820: it's unreal
Soccerguy5887: ARE YOU fucking kiddin gme?
Soccerguy5887: \youe ass isnt on the line
Soccerguy5887: with two vindictive fucks
Yoshirocks1820: My ass is on the line
Soccerguy5887: like jason, who has two votes
Soccerguy5887: and alyssa
Soccerguy5887: your ass isnt on the line
Soccerguy5887: evan wants to vote you out
Soccerguy5887: thats ONE fucking person
Soccerguy5887: who has NO power here
Yoshirocks1820: Evan, Tucker, ROB
Yoshirocks1820: RB*
Yoshirocks1820: that's 3 people
Yoshirocks1820: and one has a vote block
Soccerguy5887: tucker and rb are not voting you out
Soccerguy5887: tucker will vote me
Soccerguy5887: with jason
Soccerguy5887: and RB will vote jason or alyssa out
Yoshirocks1820: you just said Tucker hates them
Soccerguy5887: as he has so greatly stated he wants
Soccerguy5887: tucker hates alyssa
Yoshirocks1820: that is not even true
Yoshirocks1820: lol
Soccerguy5887: tucker and jason, theyre friends
Soccerguy5887: youre going to be the fucking nail in my coffin if we dont vote jason out of this game, right now
Yoshirocks1820: I don't vote out my friends
Yoshirocks1820: and like I wouldn't vote you out
Yoshirocks1820: I wish you'd respect my decision not to vote the others out
Yoshirocks1820: excuse me for you not liking my other friends
Soccerguy5887: not when youre decision is going to be my end game
Yoshirocks1820: Um it's ENDING the game of Alyssa or Jason
Yoshirocks1820: possibly both
Soccerguy5887: whosr game
Soccerguy5887: needs
Soccerguy5887: to end
Yoshirocks1820: In YOUR opinion.
Soccerguy5887: erik
Soccerguy5887: youre srsly pissing me off
Soccerguy5887: with all of this fucking protecting these two
Soccerguy5887: you dont understand that this decision
Soccerguy5887: is going to cost me
Yoshirocks1820: it's going to cost them too
bbtarsurvivor13: robbie, you're gonna get stolen back
Yoshirocks1820: der
bbtarsurvivor13: it wont cost you
bbtarsurvivor13: we can make sure of that
Yoshirocks1820: You aren't going anywhere
Soccerguy5887: i dont believe you
Soccerguy5887: jason has two votes
Yoshirocks1820: whatever
Soccerguy5887: they'll get tucker
Soccerguy5887: thats 4 votes
Soccerguy5887: for ME
Soccerguy5887: and you wanna vot eevan?
Soccerguy5887: okay thats 3 votes evan
Soccerguy5887: RB sure as hell isnt gonna vote for me
Soccerguy5887: evan**
Soccerguy5887: so theres 3 votes evan, and all the rest for me
Soccerguy5887: jason and alyssa ARE GOING TO VOTE ME OUT
Soccerguy5887: no matter what they say to you
Yoshirocks1820: Oh cause you know that
Yoshirocks1820: you're just a god
Soccerguy5887: jason, alyssa, tucker...thats 4 votes, plus evan if he catches wind
Yoshirocks1820: you know everything
Soccerguy5887: give me a fucking break
Yoshirocks1820: you know who is EVIL
Soccerguy5887: ITS COMMON SENSE ERIK
Yoshirocks1820: and who is good
Soccerguy5887: well tell me how itll play out then
Soccerguy5887: because im pretty fucking sure i just nailed it on the head
Yoshirocks1820: ya know Alyssa and Jason didn't make it personal
Yoshirocks1820: when I told them I wouldn't vote you out
Yoshirocks1820: ever consider the fact that you were the evil one?
Yoshirocks1820: because you sure seem like the villian of this game so far robbie
Yoshirocks1820: that is an honest opinion
Soccerguy5887: erik
Soccerguy5887: kiss my ass
Soccerguy5887 has left the room.
bbtarsurvivor13: holy fuck

He reminds me of that crazy ass religious lady from Trading Spaces...




BUT ALYSSA'S NOT A CHRISTIAN!!#332!!!@!

Give me a break. He keeps making it out like Alyssa is the reincarnation of Satan himself. The things he was saying to Kirin to convince her to vote Syafiq and not Olyvia just made me laugh....they were so ridiculous. Sorry Robbie, but I like Alyssa, and I don't think she's a bad person either. I think she's just hilarious . Yes she can be bitchy and rude, but as I said, you are the villain this game whether you see it or not. You have rubbed SO many people the wrong way with the way you are trying to control everything, you're always complaining about the game and the way Sandy's hosting it, and it's just like such a downer. The last straw is you yelling at me and telling me to "KISS YOUR ASS"!?!? Seriously? Fuck you! No one tells me to kiss their ass.

As soon as Robbie said that to me and left the room, it was on. I immediately told Alyssa and Jason what happened, and before I knew it the Robbie vote was under way. The two of them even managed to talk to Evan and RB and convince them to vote for Robbie as well. I'm sure Tucker is as well. I find it so funny that the dude Robbie fought so fucking hard to save had no problem voting him out. Even worse, after our arguments, when Robbie cooled down or I don't even know, he effing AGREED TO VOTE EVAN OUT! What the hell Robbie?? Why the eff do you go through so much trouble keeping us from voting Evan only to just agree to it later. I will never understand. I think Robbie let all the power get to his head, and when he realized that he might be in trouble, he just sorta shutup and started going with the flow. Unforutnately for him, the river was flowing in a different direction. Jason/Alyssa went right to Evan with the fact that Robbie would vote him and got Evan to turn on Robbie. As all this is going down, I still feel kinda bad. Robbie was out of control, but outside of the game I still liked him and knew he'd take this really hard if we (and especially I) voted him out. But then......I find some interesting stuff out.

Robbie is going around "venting" and shittalking me to everyone in the goddam game! That was IT when I heard that. I was all about voting Robbie and I wanted to fucking blindside his ass. I am honestly scared of Robbie, I always have been, because he lives so close to me and knows people that I do but I just couldn't take it anymore. No one talks shit about me and gets away with it. NO ONE. Robbie keeps claiming to REALLY LIKE ME and totally have my back yet he's the only one talking shit about me and treating me like garbage on a regular basis. Yeah....I don't think so. You need to re-evaluate the was you treat friends if that's what you consider me, Robbie. Let's see, first there was this great convo from Jeffrey:

Soccerguy5887: i fucking
Soccerguy5887: HATE
Soccerguy5887: ERIK
Its Oh So Bjork: why?
Soccerguy5887: he is doing
Soccerguy5887: everything
Soccerguy5887: to protect alyssa and jason
Soccerguy5887: erik just called me the villian of this game
Soccerguy5887: and that im evil
Soccerguy5887: and that alyssa and jason arent

You HATE ME?!?! What the fuck! How dare you say that and expect me to not vote you out, lmao. That's worse than Evan wanting to vote me out. You hate me....wtf??. THEN, he went to Alex, and did the same goddam thing! I accidently deleted that one, but he's bitchen to Alex about me and Alex basically said "Sorry Robbie I don't agree" and he freaked out again because people didn't think he was this perfect angel. Alex has been telling people he wants Robbie out because Robbie has been super rude this entire game. His entire alliance (Britt, Alex, and myself) agrees. He has jumped off the deep end.

So of course later, Robbie cools down or starts getting nervous or something....I don't know. He contacts Kirin and starts filling her head with things to make us feel bad. He tells he loves her and wants to go far!! He tells her that he likes me a lot and would never vote me out even if I piss him off. Yeah okay, a little late for that Robbie. You don't scream at friends for not listening to you. PERIOD. Then of course he eventually decides to talk to me. A very awkward conversation...


Soccerguy5887: do you want to talk?
Yoshirocks1820: Do you want me to kiss your ass?
Soccerguy5887: no and i dont want to be the sarcastic asses we can be either i just want to talk
Yoshirocks1820: about what?
Yoshirocks1820: neither of us will agree with the other
Soccerguy5887: erik i will vote evan
Yoshirocks1820: that's great
Yoshirocks1820: really great after everything you went to not to do it
Yoshirocks1820: why the change of heart?
Soccerguy5887: because i cant afford to and dont want to lose friends in this stupid game
Yoshirocks1820: it's just a game, friends will be friends after.
Yoshirocks1820: but I really dont like what you've become in this game
Soccerguy5887: i dont get what you think i am
Yoshirocks1820: just kind of a mean power hungry person
Soccerguy5887: im just really afraid of getting taken advantage of
Soccerguy5887: because the last two games i played, it was so one sided the entire time and even if i did make it to the final 2, i LOST and i dont want to lose my voice in this game and go unheard
Yoshirocks1820: yelling at people until they do exactly what you want isn't the way to go about that.
Soccerguy5887: what do you want me to do?
Soccerguy5887: because i feel like no matter what im going to say, youre going to think im selfish, or crazy, or needy, or just stupid at this point
Yoshirocks1820: well you could stop trashing me to all of the faves for one
Yoshirocks1820: that would be nice
Soccerguy5887: i dont trash you to all the FAVES
Soccerguy5887: i wanted to vent to alex because its what we do
Yoshirocks1820: not talking about alex
Soccerguy5887: and he decided that he wanted nothing to do about it
Yoshirocks1820: anyone else you wanna come clean on?
Soccerguy5887: erik
Yoshirocks1820: ?
Soccerguy5887: im not out to get you
Yoshirocks1820: then tell me
Soccerguy5887: you offended me as much as i might have offended you
Soccerguy5887: i dont
Soccerguy5887: TRASH YOU to anyone! ask kirin ive been spilling my fucking guts out to her about how i dont want you hating my guts by the time this is all said and done
Yoshirocks1820: You seriously wont fess up to anyone else?
Yoshirocks1820: when I know others
Yoshirocks1820: fine.
Yoshirocks1820: I wont hate your guts when this is over, I told you Im not that kinda person . But as I've said I do not like the way you are playing this game at all.
Soccerguy5887: does that mean your voting me out?
Yoshirocks1820: I never said that
Yoshirocks1820: I don't really care at this point
Yoshirocks1820: I'm voting whoever the tribe wants
Yoshirocks1820: on a personal level, that is still evan for me obviously
Yoshirocks1820: is that why you talked to me?
Soccerguy5887: erik i dont care about your vote
Soccerguy5887: i care about your friendship
Soccerguy5887: i will not write your name down no matter wtf the tribe wants if they ever even whispered your name
Yoshirocks1820: Evan wants me out
Yoshirocks1820: I told you that
Soccerguy5887: and jason wants me out
Soccerguy5887: i told you that
Soccerguy5887: im willing to vote evan out, for you
Yoshirocks1820: And I never tried to force you to vote Evan
Soccerguy5887: even if it does NOTHING for me
Yoshirocks1820: I didnt yell at you for it
Yoshirocks1820: I didn't basically call you an idiott
Yoshirocks1820: and tell you to kiss my ass
Yoshirocks1820: lol
Soccerguy5887: i never called you an idiot
Soccerguy5887: i just think its a little ridiculous that you think its so selfish of me to want alyssa or jason out, when you want somone out for the exact same reason
Yoshirocks1820: I never said it was selfish of you to want them out
Yoshirocks1820: it's selfish of you to expect me to want them out as well
Soccerguy5887: i dont expect anyting from you
Yoshirocks1820: And if you voted for one of them, I would have understood
Soccerguy5887: i just have to plead my case
Yoshirocks1820: you're too busy trying to control exactly what happens you dont really seem to care who you offend in the process
Soccerguy5887: are you kidding me?
Soccerguy5887: if i didnt care about hurting your feelings
Soccerguy5887: out of ANYONE elses, i wouldnt be having this conversation with you
Yoshirocks1820: No one in this game has been as rude to me as you have
Soccerguy5887: you hurt MY feelings too like it or not, and i dont care who hurt whose first
Yoshirocks1820: on multiple occassions
Yoshirocks1820: I don't know if that's just your personality or what
Soccerguy5887: im not a rude person
Soccerguy5887: but i dont want to be put on the back burner
Yoshirocks1820: the back burner?
Soccerguy5887: if i dont speak up no ones going to care what i have to say
Soccerguy5887: i dont want to be carried and i dont want to fall in line
Soccerguy5887: im sorry if you thought it was rude but im not this terrible person
Yoshirocks1820: it just really sucks to put my ass on the line and defend you like hell to alyssa and jason, somehow get the vote turned to Evan, and then to then have you come online and treat me with so little respect as an ally and a friend
Yoshirocks1820: they didn't make it personal when I wouldn't vote out who they wanted
Soccerguy5887: because theyre playing a game
Yoshirocks1820: you did
Soccerguy5887: i wear my emotions on my sleeve
Soccerguy5887: i still think they will in fact vote me out
Yoshirocks1820: well, it is a game.
Soccerguy5887: and, whatever
Soccerguy5887: but i dont want you or kirin writing my name down over something so stupid
Soccerguy5887: or anything period
Soccerguy5887: like, you dont want to vote out your friends, i get it, and i respect it, but at the same token, you cant expect me to bite my tongue, and fight like hell to stay
Yoshirocks1820: if you want to try and get jason or alyssa voted on your own, fine.
Yoshirocks1820: All I said was that you wouldn't have my support
Soccerguy5887: i accept that
Soccerguy5887: now
Yoshirocks1820: Im glad it only took you 5 hours and a lot of grief
Soccerguy5887: i hate it when you say things like that erik
Soccerguy5887: because when im sitting here, feeling bad about potentially fucking up a friendship, i feel like you could care less
Yoshirocks1820: well I hate being treated like shit
Soccerguy5887: and i know you say it takes a lot, yadda yadda
Yoshirocks1820: and you still havn't owned up to the trash talk
Yoshirocks1820: which really makes me question a lot
Soccerguy5887: thats because i dont know what youre talking about
Yoshirocks1820: fine
Soccerguy5887: i talk to people about my problems im not trying to spoil your good name
Soccerguy5887: and if people are twisting it around, or only showing you bits and pieces, then whatever
Soccerguy5887: youre like really upset about it arent you
Yoshirocks1820: It's just not the Robbie I knew before the game


I gave him multiple chances to own up to saying shit to Jeffrey and he couldn't even admit it. WHATever! If he can't own up to or even remember the shit he's saying about me then it's just too much. Of course I feel bad and of course I know this is going to hurt Robbie and of course I don't WANT to do that but it's too late to change and I'm not changing after putting up with this multiple times. It unfortunately has to be a blindside too....I wanted to tell him and Joey so badly because Ima feel like shit...but Robbie will NOT leave without a fight and if he got wind he was going who knows what the eff he would do. I have no clue. I'm going on vacation in less than 3 hours and I can't risk him turning the fans on me while I am away and powerless.



Anyway, Sandy, I am going on vacation. I will be in Frankfort for 3 days and then my cottage for 5 days. I will have wireless in both locations and will try to keep updated best I can. I hate leaving the game and I hope it doesn't screw me over, but I hope I've set myself up to be okay through it all. The other tribe is supposed to throw challenges and my tribe is supposed to be Me/Kirin/Alyssa/Jason voting out fans. Hopefully that happens and I don't get screwd. In cause something goes wrong, here is a bootlist I would like you to use for my votes:

MOST WANT GONE

1. Evan
2. Tucker
3. Jess Wickens
4. Caitlin
5. Jason
6. Olyvia
7. Jeffrey
8. RB
9. Joey
10. Alyssa
11. Kirin
12. Lorii
13. Brittany
14. Alex

LEAST WANT GONE


That's it for this episode....can't wait to see Robbie's reaction tomorrow. It wont be pretty :/.